CLAY WONG

The world surrounding is overpowering and condescending. Never once has this vision been played before, ‘unscripted’. Life seems demeaning, and uncontrollable in the battlefield of the mind. This is only the beginning of the dreaded heartache.

I fucking knew it

I fucking knew it the whole fucking time. What the fuck am I still doing to myself. You don’t give two fucking shits if I truly loved you more than anything or if I hated you. I am a fucking fool to think you were the one and only one.

with love

The teacher at the start of the year was constantly emphasising to us that it would require a lot of hard and enduring work to receive just a decent score. By looking at last years students final it became apparent that this was an impossible task.

BUT

I worked with something that I truly adored (Fashion), along with sheer enjoyment (Photography), and also complete passion towards because I working with the person I love more than anything.

You wont even realize how much effort you put in until you see the end result.
I recieved the highest mark of the WHOLE year by doing the things I love. 

(Source: calzx)

The truth is

We don’t get to choose who we fall for. The people we fall for, they may mistreat us, ignore us or hurt us, but despite all that, we stay with them. Why? It’s not because we’re stupid, it’s not because we enjoying getting hurt, it’s not because we love setting ourselves up for heartbreak. It’s because we can see the good in them, it’s because despite all the arguments, the jealousy, the trust issues, they are the ones who make us feel a certain way that no one else can & we value that feeling, & it’s because our brains won’t allow them to leave our minds, & our hearts won’t allow them to leave our lives.

(Source: calzx)